How to love.
I wish I can just Youtube it. Maybe even google it. Or just read a description on how to. Is there a certain class for it? I wanna learn. Every step to succeed in it. I want to know how it feels to care for someone, love them so much that when they are in pain, you feel it as well. I wanna be able to feel. I don’t know how people express love. Hugs feel so empty when I give them; meaningless and dark. How am I suppose to say it will be okay when I don’t know if it is? I’ve never said I love you to my parents. I’ve heard to say it before it’s too late, that they won’t always be there for me. But how am I suppose to say it if I’ve never heard it?
My mom’s health is deteriorating and it’s not that I don’t care, I just don’t know how to care. How am I suppose to be there for her if I don’t know how to?
I wish I knew how to love and comfort. It kills me deep in.
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